I'm going to write and let out some air today, in this entry, about something or a lot of things, that I have bottled up deep inside. Most of you who knew me in the past year, or have watched this account, I could ask you "How much do you know about me?" And I may or may not get an answer I would expect. But I DO KNOW- 85% of you met me or watched me through my Halo stuff. So, in that regard from my screenshots and rps, you can say "Elite Lady loves Halo and rp'ing and we had fun playing and writing all the time!" Let me stop right there, and say this: NONE of you know who the fuck you're TALKING ABOUT. You DON'T KNOW who I am. You DON

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Society's Illusion by EliteLady975, literature

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Society's Illusion

A lot of people have had struggles in life to stay strong or positive. It is usually the root of this very topic that has caused much of bullying, abuse of any kind, suicides and psychological disorders of all types from mild to severe in the range from children to young adults. When we see those who are angry and want to hurt someone, and they eventually deliver a punch to an innocent victim, the last expected question is, "Why?" The answer is that there is negative energy inside that person that has never been released; it bottles up and will eventually explode into a violent impulsive act to the point they don't care who gets hurt. And usu

More love for all of you by EliteLady975, journal

More love for all of you

Apr 1, 2013

As an act of love and support, I'm going to have a little change of subject and touch up on taking care of all of you. Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me. Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile and see how much pain they may be in. To all my friends who are going through some of their own conf

A mind of her own part5 by EliteLady975, literature

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A mind of her own part5

Something is missing. It is nice to have a love life, but I want more adventures. Yes, I have Vale, I know. I love Vale. I adore him and my life with him. That is not the point. Everything feels... the same. No, not even that. I am starting to feel... dry. Empty. And I am getting the feeling, at times, that his creator has tried to "direct me". How dare he invade into my actions! I'm not what he created! I had always loved being granted a ship mistress now, but what if my role were different? What if I had a different course in life? Just... what if things were different in general? What if I had a luxurious and exciting life with my clan an

A mind of her own part3 by EliteLady975, literature

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A mind of her own part3

Now you believe me, creator. Look at you now, not even a week after Hades' creator disappears, your life lightens itself by nearly a thousand rays of the sun. You have lovely music on, friends talking to you, and you are enjoying your time. Everyone knows your suffering. You finally told them, at least. They helped you. You helped me. Your dear old friend has returned to you, you have found a new potential mate, and... I found one as well. Thank you for letting go. Thank you for hearing me out. Now... I will no longer have any silent screams. We can sing together. Vale Kosamee. He was right there in front of me. This beautiful Ultra... in a

A mind of her own part2 by EliteLady975, literature

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A mind of her own part2

Yes, it is great to be here on the Undeniable Truth. Things feel.... different. And the other ranger, Iruun.... he is... alive? Who is he? He's beautiful... he loves me... I feel heartbroken that I haven't been here, I am hurt I was brought here before! Alei, the fleet mistress is indeed determined. I find her very nice. I feel like I've known her for a very long time. It is almost as if we are sisters. Things feel so comfortable here... it feels suddenly lighter. But... why am I empty? Why is there some... gap in my soul? Where are my other friends? Where's Rha, and Xynre, and Enkir? Creator, tell them to come here, we will all be happy! Per

A mind of her own part1 by EliteLady975, literature

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A mind of her own part1

Well, here I am; Aem'ee 'Rithinee. Created. Pushed out. Ready for a brand-new life and adventure as my creator has so urged me to be for over days now. What happens now? I am on a ship... oh, there's Rha! And Enkir! My friends! And... that disgusting bastard, Uros. I had been informed of his "purpose" to damage my life. To make a mark on my past, to match someone else's. Why? That is a terrible thing. I was forced to give in to him because he was a higher rank than me. I had no control over him taking advantage of me. At least I know he will be punished... Obviously I am in a miserable mood from things troubling me. *sigh* Can't I enjoy my ti

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